Why don't I memory things?

[blue_soaring]

Obi Wan IJ, have you seen this fic? I know I didn't dream it and it's driving me batty. D:

All I can remember is that Dean came back from Hell as a demon, and Sam (oh so deliciously) let Dean possess him. The hotness. The HOTNESS.

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[swordage.insanejournal.com]

Was there a shotgun to the chest at some point? I love that one. Lemme see if I have a bookmark.

[blue_soaring.insanejournal.com]

Yes! That one! :D

[swordage.insanejournal.com]

I- I do not have it bookmarked. Not in Delicious or in regular bookmarks. Why do I not have it. That is like the best story ever and now I can't find it. D:

[blue_soaring.insanejournal.com]

I AM CRUSHED.

I actually combed through three months worth of the spn newsletter trying to find it and I FAILED.

What am I gonna DO. D:

[swordage.insanejournal.com]

I posted in Storyfinders, so hopefully someone there will know. D: I poked at the delicious list that I've basically been using to find new reading from for the last forever, but I know she tagged it in such a way that the possession was a surprise so I have no idea how to find it. I can't believe I didn't bookmark it. I'll keep looking, but damn. No idea where to even begin.

[blue_soaring.insanejournal.com]

I fail at helping. All I know is that the title was a song lyric or a really popular phrase that really rang with me. And that is not of the helping.

[swordage.insanejournal.com]

Yeah. I know Bobby was in it, and Dean possessed assorted people, and Sam got shot in the chest, and then I get it confused with a different story (http://memphis86.livejournal.com/82398.html) where Sam went kinda evil and trapped Dean inside someone else's body which couldn't happen in this story because Dean and Sam are stuck together because Sam is kinda dead. ARGH.

[blue_soaring.insanejournal.com]

That one was pretty decent, but yeah! The one where they can't EVER be apart now because Dean is the only thing keeping Sam alive-ish. And where Dean sometimes takes control of Sam's body to jerk off which is zomgyespls.

[swordage.insanejournal.com]

Yesssss. Now if only we could find it. D: DISMAY.

OH WAIT IS THIS IT

Part 1 (http://britomart-is.livejournal.com/43796.html)
Part 2 (http://britomart-is.livejournal.com/45594.html)

[blue_soaring.insanejournal.com]

YESSSSS.

I love you.

[swordage.insanejournal.com]

*preen* I am moderately awesome sometimes.